After you becoming a real Buddhist, it is good that your health decays, and it is also good that your mood goes down. All these illness and
obstacles are always there,since they appear now, you have to face them. As long as you face them bravely and properly, they can become
benefits on the path to Buddhism. In fact,all these so-called evil are giving your chance to learn to grow up. If you seize the chance, the devil
and the illness will go away. Without these, how can your wisdom arise and your karma be eliminated? Once your thought changes, your karma
will be eliminated; and your fruits of karma will be over.